Wednesday 11/3/10

I voted yesterday, did you?

Went to the poling place last night to vote.. when the voting person looked up my name, I saw Jesse's name and he put a different address down than where he actually lives LOL. One day his lying will bite him in the butt.

I'm doing ok. Woke up too early because I was having nightmares about this divorce... not because of Jesse himself, but what crap he will try to pull to make me look like the bad guy in this divorce. My feelings for him are now dead, I'm worried about finances now.

In terms of voting, it looks like we might have a republican as a governor. Who would'a thunk. Looks like the racino passed here in Biddeford, and the casino looks like it might pass as well.

Both boys are sick, they're coughing up a storm. I get to go out to dinner tonight with a girl friend... and tomorrow it seems like I will be feeding Jeffrey's new girlfriend LOL.

Other than that, and keeping busy chatting with someone and having fun, nothing much has happened. I got a 73 on my physics test (which I'm extremely happy with lol), and a B on my writing assignment lol. other than that.. nada.

Monday 11/1/10

Today was a good day.

I guess yesterday I forgot to blog.. well.. my mind was elsewhere.. well ok, on chat. I'm having quite fun. It's got my mind off things, and I've met some great guys. and a few girls. But more guys lol. They're great to chat with.. and make me laugh. Takes my mind off things. On the other side, it's hard to do homework LOL. I did get it done though.

I've gotten like 15 calls so far to go vote for their party. I hate that I registered in the first place LOL.

So, get out to vote tomorrow! lol

it's cold today. Makes me want to pick up and move south somewhere. or west. somewhere else.

Jeffrey's sick.. he was coughing pretty bad this morning to the point where he threw up. He hates to throw up. He was white as a sheet, and looked horrible when I came home. His g/f is supposed to come for dinner tomorrow, but that's going to have to be postponed.

My brother called me.. he says the docs did the biopsy and is 80% sure it was some infection fluid that hardened and not a growth. I hope so. I don't need to lose another brother.

My kids also decided that I am to make tamales for Thanksgiving day. It's going to be an interesting holiday.. since we'll be alone. but damn. i make some good tamales.

well, I'm off to go chat for like 5 for minutes before bed.

tootles.

Saturday 10/30/10

Today was a much better day. Took Jeffrey to work and then Derrick and I went to the new Trader Joes in Portland. It was so crowded, they had cops around showing where people can park LOL. Didn't get much.. some nuts.. their nuts are extremly cheap.. some cheese and 2 buck chuck (aka 2$ wine) lol. Just bought the pink one.. zinfedele or something like that. It was pretty color LOL. I don't buy wine, ever, or even really drink. but thought it would be cool to have a glass at night. Got it home, sat down.. wanted to try it.. but no cork screws LOL. Life sucks.

Jeffrey's got a new girlfriend. She seems nice, what little I've seen of her. She works where he does.. he refuses to date any Biddeford girls.. I guess they have a reputation. That's good. I'm way too young to be a grandma. he's got a friend staying over tonight.

other than that, not much. I started chatting with people on yahoo, and boy does that help. I meet some interesting people. I'm having fun. It helps me deal with things.. and gets my mind off the stbx. So, I am good.

Other than that, and a few chores, quite a boring day.

Friday 10/29/10

FML. Fucked up past year. All this shit in one year. First off, my brother died not too long ago. He was around 30 years old. He had cancer as a kid, and the chemo killed him later on in life. Then not much later, my grandfather died. He was a great guy. He left me and my brothers an inheritance, a really decent one, but we can't touch that until my father passes away and we're 40. Then just two months ago, Jesse fucked my life even more with his shit. Then today, my other brother went to the doctors because of pressure in his head and he can't hear in one ear. He had a MRI today, and they found something. They're doing a biopsy on a walnut size mass in his head near his ear. They're going through his ear to take the piece. That's on Monday. He wasn't going to tell me, but he came over today to write a letter he needed to print out. I bugged him about it, and he was writing a will. He doesn't want me there on Monday. It'll take a few days for him to get the results. I hope everything's going to be ok. God, my life sucks.

FML.

thursday 10/28/10

Today was a good day.

Going to have to create a huge program at work, where they might even have to hire another person to help me. This is going to be interesting. very interesting.

School is normal... i have to study my butt off this weekend.

Trader Joes opens tomorrow.. I'm going to go visit this weekend. They're good and cheap.

other than that, not a damned thing going on.

I rather like this this way. No life, but no drama either.

Wednesday 10/27/10

well well.. I almost forgot to post. Shame on me.

I had a good day.. went to the rest of the training.. and it clicked. Thank god.

other than that.. did nothing. I was worn out from the training, so no studying.

so, I will chat you up later :)

Tuesday 10/26/10

Today was a good day.

Drove to portsmouth and rode into mass. with my boss... boy he can talk lol. I came home and was brain dead. seriously. my brain can't handle anything else. Very interesting class, but jam packed with info. I'm scared about tomorrow... another full time of this stuff..lol. good that I get about 8 hours of overtime... and expenses.. money to put away to save towards xmas gifts. That time of the year is coming...

It's been a boring week.. so, I'm sorry I'm babbling. I have nothing going on.

so, on this note, I'll cya tomorrow.