Saturday 10/30/10

Today was a much better day. Took Jeffrey to work and then Derrick and I went to the new Trader Joes in Portland. It was so crowded, they had cops around showing where people can park LOL. Didn't get much.. some nuts.. their nuts are extremly cheap.. some cheese and 2 buck chuck (aka 2$ wine) lol. Just bought the pink one.. zinfedele or something like that. It was pretty color LOL. I don't buy wine, ever, or even really drink. but thought it would be cool to have a glass at night. Got it home, sat down.. wanted to try it.. but no cork screws LOL. Life sucks.

Jeffrey's got a new girlfriend. She seems nice, what little I've seen of her. She works where he does.. he refuses to date any Biddeford girls.. I guess they have a reputation. That's good. I'm way too young to be a grandma. he's got a friend staying over tonight.

other than that, not much. I started chatting with people on yahoo, and boy does that help. I meet some interesting people. I'm having fun. It helps me deal with things.. and gets my mind off the stbx. So, I am good.

Other than that, and a few chores, quite a boring day.

Friday 10/29/10

FML. Fucked up past year. All this shit in one year. First off, my brother died not too long ago. He was around 30 years old. He had cancer as a kid, and the chemo killed him later on in life. Then not much later, my grandfather died. He was a great guy. He left me and my brothers an inheritance, a really decent one, but we can't touch that until my father passes away and we're 40. Then just two months ago, Jesse fucked my life even more with his shit. Then today, my other brother went to the doctors because of pressure in his head and he can't hear in one ear. He had a MRI today, and they found something. They're doing a biopsy on a walnut size mass in his head near his ear. They're going through his ear to take the piece. That's on Monday. He wasn't going to tell me, but he came over today to write a letter he needed to print out. I bugged him about it, and he was writing a will. He doesn't want me there on Monday. It'll take a few days for him to get the results. I hope everything's going to be ok. God, my life sucks.

FML.

thursday 10/28/10

Today was a good day.

Going to have to create a huge program at work, where they might even have to hire another person to help me. This is going to be interesting. very interesting.

School is normal... i have to study my butt off this weekend.

Trader Joes opens tomorrow.. I'm going to go visit this weekend. They're good and cheap.

other than that, not a damned thing going on.

I rather like this this way. No life, but no drama either.

Wednesday 10/27/10

well well.. I almost forgot to post. Shame on me.

I had a good day.. went to the rest of the training.. and it clicked. Thank god.

other than that.. did nothing. I was worn out from the training, so no studying.

so, I will chat you up later :)

Tuesday 10/26/10

Today was a good day.

Drove to portsmouth and rode into mass. with my boss... boy he can talk lol. I came home and was brain dead. seriously. my brain can't handle anything else. Very interesting class, but jam packed with info. I'm scared about tomorrow... another full time of this stuff..lol. good that I get about 8 hours of overtime... and expenses.. money to put away to save towards xmas gifts. That time of the year is coming...

It's been a boring week.. so, I'm sorry I'm babbling. I have nothing going on.

so, on this note, I'll cya tomorrow.

Monday 10/25/10

It was a good day today. Work, had to get ready for my two days off.. well.. not technically 2 days off...I have to go south into Mass for two days with my boss for training. I'm glad to get those days off.

Other than that, did some homework, and doin some chattin online. I've missed it. Jesse used to get so pissed when I chatted... so, I gave it up for him. I am starting to meet people again... it's fun.

The kids are doing good. Jeffrey decided to meet a recruiter.. a marine. Not sure why.. I have yet to meet a normal marine... i thought I taught him better.. at least go AF.. they feed you better.

Other than that, a normal, boring day.

Sunday 10/24/10

Hello y'all.

Been a decent day. Didn't do much. Did homework.. puttered around the house. watched lots of tv.. and vegged. I needed it.

Derrick tried to mow the lawn, but didn't rake, and it was a little wet, so it stalled the lawnmower lol. He will try again when it's dry.

other than that, nada.

Pretty boring day LOL.

I could bitch about Jesse, but.. naw. I'm ok today.

Wet and dreary.. a good day to do nuthin.

Cya tomorrow :)