Saturday 10/16/10

Look at those colors.. aren't the gooorgeous? Fall has hit in a hard way recently here on the coast of Maine. Very breezy and cold lately. Rain has stopped, and the basement is soaked. Taking forever for the dehumidifier to get the water out of the basement LOL. I hope it hurries, I don't want to rack up the electric bill any more than it already is.

It was a good day. Was going to go to a cookout, but it was canceled, so we went to the mall instead. Did a lot of window shopping. I love smelling the different perfumes.. some of them make me wonder how in hell they ever sell LOL.

I decided not to go out tonight.. I'm tired and feel just like vegging in my pajamas. We didn't do much of anything today.. I watched a movie (Valentine's day) and played around with my makeup and decluttered a little in the bedroom.

Tomorrow is going to be busy.. the usual housework, homework, we're going to the movies (to see Red), and my brother invited us to dinner.

Speaking of my brother.. he was walking to the store and passed by Jesse's girlfriend's house (where he's living). He said he saw Jesse sitting on the porch alone, looking quite like the lost puppy... sad and alone. I guess he was rather surprised to see my brother walking by. But, Jesse must've forgotten, my brother lives around the corner. I want to say good, he deserves it, and I hope he's suffering bad. But, I want to think I am better than that. Sometimes I know I am not. I am human, and I have feelings and emotions. And I am allowed these feelings. I hope he is. He's missing out on a good family. The boys are good kids. He will never be able to have kids of his own, so I feel sorry for him... I really do. He threw away a good thing. Maybe one day he'll realize this.